HANKERING

Oh to have to touch hands like these is a blessing we haven't yet received.

But we will… soon…

The past few weeks, i have been finding myself home alone to rest, to relax myself. All in hopes for a baby :)


We have been hankering for a baby for a few months now. Me & my husband have been to 2 doctors seeking for help and all they have given us are fertility schedules and vitamins to help us along. It turned out, all our lab results seem to have appeared normal. It should be a good thing and it is, but with no other beating heart in my womb right now, i can't help feeling all the more anxious and all the more desire to be pregnant really soon.


Then again, my anxiety seem to be causing me another form of stress. Phew! It's when everything seem normal that i feel more helpless. Maybe that's why i get stressed out so easily. There i said it, and my husband couldn't agree more.